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Second Day on the Job

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

Second Day On The Job

It was my last day.

Sunday, July 29th, 2007

Eight years, that’s how long I was there. I had just graduated college and moved in with Management when I began with the company as a fixed assets analyst–a truly glorious title for an individual whose purpose is to keep track how many chairs, desks, and filing cabinets a company has purchased. I was excited as this was my first job that did not entail lifting, carrying, cutting, welding, machining, or the wearing of steel-toed boots. With the job came more money and we were now able to afford a bed–sleeping on an air mattress for several months was beginning to impact our fledgling engagement–as well as purchase a television and subscribe to cable. We had arrived.

Those years saw our wedding, my starting and finishing graduate school, three apartments, our first home, and our first child. We have had four cats, well five if you count the rescue we had for one tortuous week, a dog, twenty or so fish, countless houseplants, and only one real vacation: our honeymoon. On the job, I became a project coordinator then project manager, which evolved into an Access developer position. When the department I was originally hired into reorganized I found myself in IT as an application and database developer and after the company began downsizing it was a struggle to hold onto my job as a helpdesk support technician and occasional systems administrator, a job I performed for most of my career with them.

It was that position within IT that fueled my love for Microsoft and which, after time, permanently soured me on them and their products. It was on that job that I was given the time to explore Open Source and to foster my devotion for “Free as in speech” software. My general malaise with my daily routine pushed me to design and develop networks and service architectures at home and to pick up side jobs with my meager skills. Without that job, or the good friend who believed in me enough to get me hired, as well as the understanding flexibility of my former boss I would not be walking into my new position as a network administrator tomorrow.

I am thankful for those years. Each one has taught me something about people, life, and myself and it will be odd to awake next morning and not drive those same streets, to sit in that same chair, and have the same conversation about setting print areas in Excel. Yet for all its strangeness it will be exhilarating to see what tomorrow and the next day bring, especially since there will be no office, no hours, no face time. Rather, I will be judged on merit and ability. I look forward to see how my life grows and changes in these years to come.

A Long and Welcome Break…

Friday, June 30th, 2006

Miserly, I have been scuttling about gathering PLT and hoarding it for the arrival of Elwood 2.0 (I consider myself more of an intermediary beta, say Elwood 1.39a build 448, whereas our kid will be a more fully realized deliverable). the trouble with all this hoarding is that my time caps out at 120 hours and after that I’m essentially working strictly for the man so, like a pool in the rainy season, I have to keep draining it from time to time. the long holiday weekend will work out well as I only will need to tap 24 hours to net myself a full week off.

Not that I have no grand plans for my brief vacation. Instead I have a long list of tasks and chores to work my way through and with a scant five months until the baby arrives I best get working. The nursery is the server room as well as the dumping ground for the flotsam and jetsam of our move some eighteen months ago. I’ve made a good dent on cleaning it out but I still need to find a home for our bikes (no basement) as well as get up into the attic and run wiring to move the servers into the library/dog’s room/atrium which brings me to the next task.

Like domino’s this is all dependent on me moving all my books and putting up floor to ceiling shelves for the books. At the moment they are triple stacked on el cheapo pressboard bookcases and piled up on the floor as well as around the house. It is a disaster. My hope is that mounting the shelves to the wall will give us enough space to spread out with them but it likely will be a solution that only works for a couple of years, I’ll need more space eventually.  This is not too mention that I need to find room for the servers as well.

On top of that the gutters need to be cleaned, garden weeded, and lawn mowed. In the end, however, there is a 99% chance of and 80% probability that I’ll lay around the house in my underwear catching up on my reading.  Management might not be too pleased about productivity levels though.

This is me rationalizing…

Thursday, June 15th, 2006

Three years ago I knew exactly what kind of job I wanted. I knew exactly what kind of career. I knew because I planned for it. Aligning resources, generating opportunities, strategizing and sacrificing with the goal of reaching that coveted position. Yesterday, I received a call from a recruiter saying that the position was open. Today, I turned them down.

Simply put, in twenty-fours hours I was forced to evaluate what I want out of life and to gauge my level of happiness and satisfaction. The arithmetic in the end did not add up in favor of the job being offered. Spending time with my wife and my parents, taking the dog on long walks after work, writing, reading, even weeding the garden all are more important than that dream job. Some how an inflated paycheck in exchange for eighteen hour workdays just didn’t seem attractive. Not anymore.

It took twenty-seven months to finish my MBA. Working full-time my class schedule was seven days a week, six weeks a class, with one week off between. Ten hours on the job plus eight to ten on course work resulted in a strained marriage, an extra forty pounds which made it difficult to walk up even a simple flight of stairs. This was a dry run for my dream job.

It took me close to a year to recover mentally and more than two to lose most of the weight. Am I ready to undertake that again? No. So I flubbed the interview with a white lie, a technicality. “Do you possess extensive knowledge of SDLC?” Well, practical knowledge is only a smattering. Theoretical? Well, much of my MBA was spent studying lifecycles and drafting project plans that were flexible enough to meet most contigencies. Life experience tells me that the latter is just about useless on the job. I’ve run projects worth millions juggling trades and massaging clients all while trying to keep every job under budget and on time and I was damn good at it. Software or not, large projects are large projects. So I said, “No, I have no real experience.” End of interview.

Stupid? Reckless? Wasteful? Hell, I don’t know. All I know is want I wanted is not what I want now so I’m going to take a pass on the boiler room jobs and the chance at driving the expensive import cars to be with my family and have the flexibility in my job to do the things that I need to and sometimes the things I want to.

They’re still interviewing in case anyone’s interested.